I found this daily routine very hard to handle. Not only would my heart ache as she clinged to me and refused to let go, I would continue to feel guilty for the rest of the day. Her voice would ring in my ears, and her tearful face would appear before my eyes like a constant reminder of having let my child down.
Through this morning mayhem though, her teacher never lost her cool. I admired her composure and wondered at her ability to brave the storm every single day. Finally one day, in a state of utter disarray, I approached her in tears and desperately asked for guidance to make the morning routine more tolerable for all.
“I don’t see any of the other children cry the way she does. What should I do differently?”
She looked at me and smiled, the smile of wisdom that comes from experience.
“Have you ever seen her laugh?”“Well yes” I said, and could not resist smiling at the recollection of her infectious laughter. She was a laugher. She could find the littlest thing funny and laugh the loudest and longest in the room.
“Well if you want to stop her from screaming, then say good bye to the laughter too.”
I held onto her words for the rest of my daughter’s Montessori years. The howling did not abate in a hurry, but the teacher’s words gave me the strength to handle it, knowing that I was getting the laughter in return, the laughter that lit up my day and brought energy to the most tired of moments.
In time, I came to understand the truth behind the teacher’s words. Emotions evolved over millennia to ensure our survival. Each one has a purpose. It reminds us to call attention, take action, avoid the situation, reach out to others, give back, feel connected, and a myriad of other thought-action repertoires that ensure not only our survival but also our well-being in life.
Ignore at Your PerilWhat drives these emotions is our subconscious, the vast iceberg atop of which we live our lives. In there reside our hopes and dreams, our answers and solutions, but also our assumptions and fears. Emotions are its cry out to us as we float atop, often unaware of what goes on under the seas. Ignoring it leaves us vulnerable because our conscious view is limited in comparison to the vast unknown under the seas.
Ignoring the calls of the subconscious also makes us unaware of its fears. Given that the subconscious charts our direction in life more than we are often aware, we begin to act out its fears without purposeful direction in our lives. Scientists at the Max Planck Institute for Human Cognitive and Brain Sciences reveal that some decisions are made up to 7 seconds before we consciously become aware of them. That is a scary thought and a reminder to us to step back and think of our motives when being avoiders, perfectionists, or pleasers.
When we do not do so, we begin to use what Professor Paul Gilbert calls the Drive System to calm our fears and thus put ourselves at risk of addictions and other dopamine related behaviors to prove our worthiness. In his words, it is “like using a hammer for a screw.” Instead, he advises us to activate the Contentment System, related to the first branch of the Vagus Nerve that is linked to the brain stem phase of evolution and to the parasympathetic nervous system. In other words, the Contentment System calms us down.
Compassion meditation is one great way to activate the Contentment System. Dr. Kristen Neff has developed a system called Mindful Self Compassion that evokes the calming benefits of compassion meditation. Compassion meditation also builds the neural substrates of what Dr. Richard Davidson calls the emotional style of resilience, making us not only capable of calming our threat response but also prepared to take on our hopes and dreams and make them reality.Finally, ignoring the subconscious also makes us disconnected from our aspirations and our joys. Our subconscious is often an untapped part of our existence that communicates to us via the gut, the heart, and other instincts and intuitions that hold much truth, even if they make little sense to our conscious rational brain. Listening to this part of ourselves opens us up to life’s myriad possibilities and allows us to live to more fully.
I see the aftermath of this disconnect in my anorexic patients who start out by being so overwhelmed by their fears and the emotions that emerge that they learn to suppress them to the extent that they feel nothing. No love, no hope, and yes, no fear. They then begin to feel their lives are out of their control. Their unfortunate effort to regain charge is through food and weight. It is a downward spiral, since then a new fear sets in, that of food. In their desperate efforts to calm it, their very survival is at stake.
Acknowledging the Message in Our Emotions
Acknowledging the message in our emotions is a great place to begin. No wonder, when we consciously label the emotions we feel, our subconscious feels heard, often the first step to calming it down. It also helps to take emotions as well-meant messages, the Affect-as-Information hypothesis of Oishi and and Kurtz, that something is awry in our environment needing addressing. It is only then that we are ready to bring our conscious minds to the fore so that we can analyze the situation and respond appropriately to a message that may not always be correct but is always worth listening to.When the captain of our ship is under the seas, we would do well to be attentive to his call, hear his message and then guide him from our vantage point above the waters. Ignoring him would only make him shout louder or take the course he pleases, potentially putting us both in danger and definitely leaving us out of control. It begins with realizing the fullness of our existence, the wholeness of our bodies, the truth in their expressions and making a conscious effort to connect with every part of our being, in compassion and in acceptance.
My little one is not so little any more. At the mature age of nine, she can no longer even recall her howling days. She is still very emotional though, but she sees her emotions as a message that has no voice. Her job is to give them a voice that is acceptable and understandable. It is heart-warming to see that.
I was lucky to have a wise head guide me. It taught me that discounting the subconscious is no way to calm it. Nor is “Be quiet!” a phrase that it understands. In fact, language is beyond its comprehension. What it understands is hugs and a warm accepting embrace that pacifies the threat system through the contentment system. Being shouted down or otherwise ignored only teaches our kids to scream louder or suppress their emotions, creating the gulf that is at the root of many psychological disorders.
Plus, when we listen to our children, we teach them to listen to their inner child. In the process, we may slow down enough to listen to our own.
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I love the opening story, especially the way the teacher helped you see your daughter in a new light. What a great departure point for your message.
Thank you Kathryn,
Yes it did seem to open up a whole new perspective for me that calmed me down because I didn’t have to do anything. It built appreciation and empathy, but it also showed me that listening inwards is a beautiful practice that we forget about in our rush to find easy quick fix solutions for our problems in life.
Oh, did you bring back memories. My son was hyper-sensitive, and he screamed just like your daughter. As a clinical psychologist, you bet I felt guilty and torn. His babysitter, a natural teacher, so very kindly reassured me, “Judy, he has a personality. He feels deeply. He is fine shortly after you leave. He loves you so much, but he loves playing and learning here. Be glad he is so lively and humorous…most of the time!”
This really helped me change my perspective.
I also appreciated you bringing up the special difficulties to hurdle re: anorexia clients, some of the most challenging, but rewarding work I have done on my 3.5 decades(and when did that all happen!) as a clinical psychologist.
I also remember my son’s kindergarten teacher, who almost whispered. I asked he one day, “No offense intended, but your voice is so quiet, gentle and calm. Was it always that way?” She replied, “No, I developed it.” Whey, She calmly stated, “When I am quiet, they get quiet. They are more curious about what I have to say!” I loved her novelty.
As you said, yelling, “BE QUIET!” often does not work.
Thanks for this terrific blog.
Your comments were truly heartfelt – I read them over twice. It is so meaningful to connect with the reader – thank you!
Isn’t it funny – actually sad, how our inability to deal with our own emotions often leaves us incapable of dealing with those of the ones we love?
I am with you, Homaira! Emotions. I know from whence my son got his sometimes too sensitive genes.
But I also know this…Getting certified as a coach and spending the last 8 years studying and learning positive psychology have helped me see joyful light more than I would have ever dreamed. And learning from Todd Kashdan and Robert Bisas-Diener in their new book, “The Upside of Your Dark Side” re: accepting negative emotions and embracing growth from accepting them…Oh, how I wish I had had this info and research while I was in full time clinical psychology practice. But looking back is not serving me, so I shall be in the NOW and make Tolle proud and see the future as a means to keep on growing.
Positive Psychology has been my wake-up call to tons of meaning, welcomed camaraderie and pure happiness. So is watching and learning from all of you gifted writers here. Sending you all a bouquet of birds of paradise and bougainvillea from Puerto Vallara.
If you can recognize where your son’s emotions come from, then I am sure he is also blessed with your zest and energy that shines through in your posts!
Enjoy Puerto Vallara!
Thanks ever so much for your kind response, Homaira. I am ending you grateful smiles and Mexican palms waving in your honor.
A wonderful story and a great message. As a person who has worked professionally in the area of leisure and recreation planning and development, the article suggested to me the potential of a passionate leisure interest to unlock positive emotions that may be otherwise suppressed by life’s pressures, stress and pace. The potential of those “unlocked emotions” could generate many wider lifestyle benefits and solutions to problems.
Also interesting is that it appears I am the only male so far to comment?
Hi Peter, thank you for your comments! Its funny you mention passions – me and a colleague are developing a program for schools on passion awareness and studying whether the pursuit of passions leads to wider benefits. You might find quite a bit on the topic in Professor Robert Vallerand’s work – he is perhaps the only authority on passions. It is a great area to study, and your angle about ‘unlocked emotions’ sounds very interesting.
Passion is one of my favourite words in positive psychology. It unleashes the power of one’s natural talents, potential, creativity, free expression, ideas, energy, energizing…I could go on lol. In my approach, passion is an expression of the true self – the inner person who looks out at the world through their own eyes. With children it typically comes so naturally because they are a canvass waiting to be painted. Freely chosen leisure interests are the natural way of expressing passions without having to worry about other peoples’expectations.
Check out my website at http://www.australiaspeoplegardener.com.au. For my personal story about the benefits my passion for singing has given to me, go to my article “Do you want to rebuild your self-esteem” under Personal Articles.
Thanks for the reference to Professor Vallerand. In return can I suggest you google my good colleague in Melbourne Australia, Charles Kovess who goes by the name of Passion Provocateur. His site is http://www.kovess.com
Happy to stay in touch if I can be of further help.
I totally agree with your approach Peter! Passion allows us to live outside of our comfort zones.
Thanks for the links – I will certainly check out both.
Inspiring article Homaira!
Just wanted to say thanks for the lovely read 🙂
Thank you Seph! That is so thoughtful of you and I am truly touched! I love to write out my thoughts because they bring clarity to my mind – hopefully they’ll continue to resonate with you!