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Maternal Instincts and Humility

By on July 7, 2015 – 9:10 am  11 Comments

Homaira Kabir is a positive psychology practitioner currently working in Muscat, Oman. She inspires and supports women to live engaged and fulfilled lives of purpose and well-being. She also enables adolescents to harness the brilliance of their age through programs in middle school. She is a writer whose work has appeared in media around the world. She is currently completing her MAPP from UEL. Web site. Full bio pending. Homaira's articles for Positive Psychology News are here. She plans to write monthly on the 7th.



“Its hurting, Mama!” she cried at the dinner table, as huge tears of frustration rolled down her cheeks. “I can’t eat anything, and it looks horr – rri – ble!!” followed by a full fledged meltdown.

My littlest one had banged her upper jaw on the swimming pool ledge while doing push-ups at school. She had chipped a fraction of a millimeter off one of her front teeth. The chip was barely evident, but she could feel it with her tongue. Being the little catastrophizer that she was, she believed it to be much bigger than it was.

I had listened to her story, I had told her it was hardly visible, I had reassured her the pain would get better, I had even offered to take her to the dentist, but the misery just went on and on the whole day. By evening, I felt exhausted, and my will-power was all but depleted.

As she began her umpteenth round of moans, I turned around to tell her it was enough. But before I could, I saw her heart shaped face, her worry, and her fears. Something melted in me. I hugged her tight, wiping her tears, stroking her strands, asking where it felt worst, and nodding in agreement with everything she said. I offered no advice and no suggestions. Within moments the sobs subsided, and she was ready to talk about “the funniest thing ever” with beaming eyes and a sudden burst of energy.

In her Gratitude Journal

In her Gratitude Journal

That night she wrote in her gratitude journal:

“I was grateful that you helped me with my tooth today when I told you it hurt.”

I couldn’t help smiling at her innocence and her childlike hurt. I couldn’t help wondering at all it took to calm her down. I also couldn’t help marveling at her ability to make sense of her world even when all my words failed to do so.

Old Habits Die Hard

It was a learning moment for me, but I guess old habits die hard. For it happened again a few days later. Her class was having a twin day, and she and three of her best friends had decided to dress alike. However, a shy little girl who had not found another partner wanted to be her twin. Passions, conscience, zest, and kindness were all tugging for their share of her mind. She, poor thing, was emotionally distraught.

My lesson all forgotten, I rushed forth with a solution:

“Look honey, this little girl would have no one if you don’t dress like her. The others all still have each other.”

I got the reply I should have foreseen:

“You don’t understand!! There’s no point asking you anyway…” and off she rushed upstairs.

Memories of the previous week came slowly back. All I had needed to do was listen with empathy, and yet I could not contain myself. She was not asking for my solutions. As a coach, I understood this. As a parent, I was sadly delusional.

Why is it that as parents, we are incredibly quick at trying to solve our children’s problems? It may be that we have safeguarded a hunter-gatherer brain and carried it forth into the relative safety and unique challenges of the 21st century. By helicopter-parenting our way through our children’s troubles, we may be minimizing their inner hurt, but with it too their potential for emotional adaptability and psychological resilience.

I wondered whether I was hobbling development and encouraging dependence by rushing forth with solutions that barely called forth her own wisdom. Was it not this connection inwards that would guide her in the change and complexity of the world she has inherited, and provide her with the fulfillment that comes from knowing that she stayed true to her inner voice?

I wondered too about the pace of life we live in, and the fact that it takes a village to raise a child. Was I providing her with the time that grandparents, aunts, uncles and other blessed souls provided me to solve my crises on my own? Or was I dragging her through my household chores, work commitments, and family responsibilities, controlling her life so that mine stayed intact?

Memories of my dear paternal grandma came flooding back. She was that peaceful presence in my life that always had time to listen to my worries and wash them away without a word. As she sat chopping betel nuts with her nutcracker, and nodding with understanding, she let me hear my own voice that was muffled in the throes of emotional disquiet.

I needed to simplify my life, yet again, so I could give my daughter back the time that was rightfully hers and that life continuously usurped as its own.

Once More With Humility

As these thoughts and images flashed through my mind, I had a sudden surge of humility. The awareness that I did not have all the answers grounded me in my own limitations. The realization that she was not asking for my solutions but simply talking out loud to find her own solution made me question my role as a parent.

then, she had already guided me towards it. My role was not to control her life, but to empower her to do so for herself. She wanted me to listen, to empathize, and to be present in the littlest moments of life when she silently soaked my words and actions and stored them away in the massive storehouse where the answers she sought lay ripe for the picking.

I went back upstairs to her room and found her lying on her bed with a book. I tucked myself in beside her and she turned away. Stroking her hair despite the jerks, hugging her despite the shrugs, I made my way back into her world as a mother learns to do.

This time I listened. I listened with empathy for her world of girly in-groups and rivalries. I listened with acceptance of the fact that she may make mistakes and will need to brave them with resilience. I listened with time at my disposal, giving her all she needed to quieten her emotional noise so she could hear her inner intelligence. I listened with humility, knowing that being her mother did not mean I had the right to force my solutions onto her and crush the budding emergence of her own.

Favorite Costume

     Favorite Costume

That evening, I found her rummaging through the old costume bag of dress up clothes the kids had worn over the years.

“Found them!” she cried with joy as she pulled Thing 1 and Thing 2 out of the bag. My heart filled with pride, my eyes filled with tears. Not only had she decided to be the little girl’s twin, she was also making it truly special for her by sharing with her the costumes she prized the most. I may have never thought of that!

 


 
References

Dan Siegel, D. (2011). The Whole-Brain Child: 12 Revolutionary Strategies to Nurture Your Child’s Developing Mind. New York, NY: Random House.

Lythcott-Haims, J. (2015). How to Raise an Adult: Break Free of the Overparenting Trap and Prepare Your Kid for Success. Henry Holt.

Nakamura, J. (2011). Contexts of Positive Adult Development. In S. Donaldson (Ed.), Applied Positive Psychology: Improving Everyday Life, Health, Schools, Work, and Society (Applied Psychology Series), (pp. 185-202). New York, NY: Routledge.

Image credits

Crying at dinner courtesy of David D
Gratitude journal courtesy of Homaira Kabir
Over-protective parent? courtesy of Tambako the Jaguar
Grandmother courtesy of nicco
Reading in bed courtesy of John Flinchbaugh
Thing 1 and Thing 2 courtesy of Homaira Kabir

11 Comments »

  • Lovely article, Homaira. I particularly liked the way you contrasted your professional expertise with clients with your kneejerk behavior toward your daughter. You modeled changing course and being humble enough to try something else.

    I wrote a related reflection a few years ago about helping my grown-up daughter deal with a difficult day: Calming Someone Else Down. When I was thinking about the situation, it made me realize that we need resilience skills not just for ourselves but also to help others around us. That doesn’t mean shielding them from all suffering. It may mean helping them marshal their own resilience skills. You touched your daughter, and that probably helped her calm down.

  • Mark says:

    Beautiful and poignant!

  • Homaira says:

    You wrote a beautiful piece Kathryn! Its amazing how much we depend on each other to face challenges and grow through them, whatever the age. Even today, when I am facing a tough issue, I call my mother, whether to gain perspective, clarity or simply to “get it off my shoulder”. And she is wise enough to listen!

  • Homaira says:

    Thank you Mark – much appreciated!

  • MJ says:

    Very nice article, Homaira!
    As a brand new Mom (my son will be 3 weeks old tomorrow!), I appreciate your insight very much!
    Thank you!
    MJ

  • Homaira says:

    Dear MJ,

    Congratulations on your little son! What an exciting time for you. There is so much great information out there these days on raising conscious children – although the basic principles remain the same. Listen, appreciate, challenge, guide. I wish you all the best!

  • Judy Krings says:

    Homaira, you so rock resilience. You role-model for others that parenting (grand-parenting for me) is not always a slam dunk. It can get messy. How you listen to your gut is remarkable. You pause, reappraise and begin again. Your grit in parenting gives hope as well as humility an avenue for personal growth…for you and your daughter.

    Your story reminded me history with my son, Sean, now 35, that I had long forgotten. Thanks you.

    When he was 8, for his birthday, he wanted to go to Hardees. AOK. I suggested how many kids he might ask. Again, AOK. He gave me the list. I immediately noticed he had the name of the class “difficult and always in trouble kid”, Jeff. Jeff was blatantly ADHD, but back then, this diagnosis was new and often overlooked. No one would give this kid a nod. I told Sean his list was great, and I would send the invites.

    Curious about Jeff making the birthday cut, I told Sean it was kind and thoughtful for him to invite Jeff and I was curious why. He looked me right in the eye and said, “Mom, if I don’t invite him, he will NEVER get to go to a party.” Wow!…Gulp. I told Sean how proud I was that he was so considerate.

    The day of the party, Jeff’s Mom came up to me. She looked scared and tentative, almost in tears. I told her I was happy to meet her. She apologetically said, “I will stay to make sure he behaves and does not ruin the party. He has never been to a party before.” I assured her he would be fine. Happily, she sauntered off telling me it had been months since she had had time alone.

    Sean sat Jeff beside him. Jeff was thrilled. He was talkative and active, but Sean kept him busy. A great time was had by all.

    After the party I told Sean how remarkable I thought he was and how generous. He said, “Mom, that’s what friends are for! No big deal, Mom”. Eight years old. What a values lesson I learned from him.

    Keep inspiring us, Homaira, big thanks, great Mom that you are.

  • Homaira says:

    Dear Judy, I felt really happy reading your comments. The reason I write about my experiences is so that readers can connect to their own, and relive them so that they can truly appreciate and believe in the strengths that lie within them and their children. Thank you for making me feel fulfilled! And congratulations on raising such an amazing son.

  • Judy Krings says:

    Hi, Homaira, You are a dear person. I am so very grateful to you for reminding me about character and what really matters in life. THANK YOU! Have a great weekend.

  • yael says:

    Ahhh…humility…if only I could remember that more often. Thank you Homaira for your inspiring words and for reminding me again the great role that humility and humbleness plays in parent-child relationships, and in any other human-to-human relationship.

  • Homaira says:

    Thank you Yael. It all begins with awareness. You have the awareness – the rest flows naturally!

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